And today, I shook away the tears and frustrations and promised myself that TODAY WILL BE A GOOD DAY!
I will giggle at the stronger jabs and kicks, hunger pains and my growing belly as my baby Bowen (or Bowan, still haven't made that choice yet) grows bigger and bigger. He is as big as a spagnhetti squash and comparable to Max, he isn't as active. We did have a bit of a scare a few weeks ago when we went to our 20 week appointment. There were some issues with the imaging of his heart, stomach and brain, but after confirmations from several doctors, they confirmed that Baby B is healthy and fine. I am just worried about the short amount of time left until his arrival. At 22 weeks, time has flown by thus far and I know it'll only speed up from here.
I will be kissing this belly A LOT! He thinks Baby Bo is in his belly and will "feed" him when he is hungry and will shush us when Baby Bo is "sleeping". Very thoughtful to his Baby Brother.